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Friday, November 27, 2009
Just 2 more weeks before the start of exams and just 3 more weeks before going Japan.. Should i be excited or should i be stressed??
Many projects are not even done.. There is the Business development presentation on Monday and reports within next week, MMIT presentation on Wednesdays/Thursday.. The report needs to be handed within the 1st week of holidays, which means i have to finish it before the exam starts... Business to Business Management project have yet to even start and it needs to be handed immediately after school starts but i will be in Japan for 2 weeks and i only left 1 week to rush everything.
I havent even study anything for exams that are just 2 weeks ahead.. What should i do now?? I do not have anytime left. I will still need to pack for the Japan trip and buy presents.. Oh gosh.. why is this so torturing?? Why should there be soooooo many projects??
Japan trip is coming but i dont have the time to feel excited right now.. Did i make the right choice?? I really dont know... I just feel tired..
Monday, October 26, 2009
The school have started last week! SADED!!! I WANT MORE HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSSSS
Many things have happened last week. Yup. Being irritated very easily and pissed at certain people for a lot of times...Maybe i am pms-ing. lol. dont know.. but dont seems to be ending anytime soon...
Its only the start of the LAST semester but stupid final year project is killing me already.. I hate it very much when THAT stupid person always blames ppl for things that they never do. If that person finds our work not good enough den just say it out and tell us ways of improvement. dont just everytime tell your girl friend and keep it from us and do nothing but blame. The worst thing was that person asked an outsider to read the whole report and that person edited things without telling the rest anything. That person seriously got a VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY SUCKY LEADERSHIP SKILLS!!! No wonder he keeps offending sooooo many people this year. Because that person dont even know how to be a human. As long as anything goes wrong its our fault while all the things that goes right and successful will always be your stupid credit. WTF! Even if you tell that person what are all the problems, that person will NEVER EVER CHANGE even if dead!
I dunno why but i have always been having this type of people in my group. Damn tiring to even hear a single word from them..
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Results for the semester 1 exam 2009/2010 are out!!!
This is a real surprise for me..
I had gotten 2As, 1 Distinction and 3Bs!!!!
The best result i ever gotten in my SP life. LOL!
The GPA for this sem is 3.333. BUT! because the previous cumulative was 2.959, so this sem cumulative GPA is only 3.017!! SO LITTLE!!!
Sigh.. i really doubt i can ever go in NTU with my current results... Even if i did get a GPA 4 next sem although its totally impossible, i will only get a cumulative GPA of 3.5++! SO...... its still impossible to go in NTU!! Maybe only SMU...
sigh.. Should really prepare to go overseas to study already...
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
2 papers have passed.. still got 2 more papers to go..
Today's GBE really sux!!! not only i mixed the points up.. i also dunno how to explain!!!
I stared at the paper for most of the time
WHY SET SO DIFFICULT PAPER!!!!!
This stupid paper is sure going to pull my whole results down for sure..
Sigh..
Today my menses came also.. No wonder today sooooo unlucky for paper..
Cramps was really really very pain today.. had to eat the menses panadol pills to relieve pain..
Had even thought of camping in the toilet cause the cramps makes me feel like shitting all the time. Lol..
I understand why shan say she rather be a guy when it comes to this. HAHA
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Why is life in SP soooo stress?
Projects after projects
Exams after exams
Stress after stress
When will this every end?
So damn tired now.. Eyes can barely open. and i have yet to study for my tuesday paper yet..
So dead..
If only...
If only something good will happen for the next few weeks..
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Life is getting so boring now.. Having a school holiday now but WHATS HOLIDAY WITH EXAMS IMMEDIATELY AFTER IT!?!
Have to waste my holidays just to study. Although exams are just next week.. haven really study anything.. just blindly reading through...
My KTC trip is now open to all students in SP.. THIS IS SOOOO SADDENING!!But i also have not much hope to go to japan now.. The swine flu is just getting worse and worse every single day.. SIGH...There goes my last year of SP...
Alot of things have happened ever since school started.. And i really dont like the way things are happening right now..
Friday, May 22, 2009
Its the 5th week since school have started. Life have been busy as usual -- Busy for work and animes and mangas and JDrama!
Thanks to windi, now im addicted to Japanese drama! I just watched finish Proposal Daisakusen. Now addicted to Yamada Tarou Monogatari! lol. After watching Proposal Daisakusen, i keep thinking of the things that happened in the show. I keep thinking in my mind when i was watching like: 'What if i am the main character' or 'what happens if it really happened to me in real life'. Its really painful to have to suffer in silence like what the main character had for 14 years, with no one helping him at all. Whats worst is to watch you childhood friend, the person you love, to drift away from you just because you had difficulty expressing yourself, and to marry someone you know for quite a while. I think the part where he was invited to the wedding to witness the wedding is the worst feeling one can ever have in his life, especially when he is still deeply in love with him. If its me, i will never have the courage to stand there to watch. It really hit me hard -- What if there really were to happen to me.........
Had a very terrible week. Everyone is getting sick! Everyone surrounding me IS sick. Dont know what flu bug is hanging around SP, especially School of Business! Im lucky to be able to last until now.. but i feel im getting sick soon. REAL SOON.
Although this semester seems to be slacker than last year, for dont know what reason, everyone seems to be even more tired than last year. Im amazed that even joy, robin and zhengliang are sleeping in lectures!! This is really new news to everyone. This just show how tired everyone is.. Sigh..
Thursday, April 23, 2009
The stupid ITP had finally ended.. FINALLY!
Now school have started.. almost a week now.. Have been really really pissed at many things these few days.. Things haven been going smoothly ever since the start of stupid bloody ITP.. How to say.. Just feel really unlucky for many things right now.. Hope these days will be over.
Gems really suck big time now.. Want me to tell a story? SO CRAZY! Hope i can appeal successfully to change gems.. do not wish to spend my last gems like this.. sigh...................
